<|>
New
I'd rather stay here was written at 13 Dec 06 - 17:10 |
|
<|>
New
I'd rather stay here was written at 13 Dec 06 - 17:10 |
|
So, like grumpy friend wants me to move back and stay with him and said he'd pay me to take care of him. I would, but even if Adam and I have problems because of my drinking... I don't know, I'd rather stay here. I really think I'm done with drinking 40%. Wine should be enough, I don't know why I still wanted more.
Reading what he last posted about how he felt, I really don't know why we are still together. He says it's because I blackmail with suicide. But really, if he'd wait to break up with me til when we're both sober that never would have been the case. I would be sad, but I sure as hell wouldn't think about killing myself over him. I've been through far worse break-ups than one would be with him. The past couple days have been ok. We're having wine tonight and nothing bad will happen because I haven't been drinking whisky before he gets here. So, like, I don't know, whatever. I don't even remember when that shit happenes. No that's not an aliby
Cost of the War in Iraq
(JavaScript Error)
|
